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Stung by the scorpion...
Interesting enough...I've dated 3 scorpios in my life. I never understood the deep passion inside, and I've always wondered what they had that I didn't. Come to find out, what i was lacking was the understanding of what i had inside of me. Oddly, my first 2 scorps totally ruined me. First girl, named Megan, Left me for some ass she met at band camp...the "american Pie" references never ended...The 2nd was definetly alot deeper. She was 23, I was 16. It was only the second time I ever had sex with a woman, and I swear that...nothing was better. I had really started getting into Astrology, and It seemed like this was perfect. I mean hell, I was 16, here's this beautiful mexican WOMAN who wanted ME. She had 2 major drawbacks. If the age factor wasn't enough, she had a kid, who had the same b-day as her (nov 14th) and worse...a psycotic ex-fiance, who was the childs father...(Drum roll please) and a scorpio (november 10th). It had to be the most traumatic emotional rollercoaster ride I've ever had. Here I was, a 16 year old kid, MADLY inlove with this 23 year old woman, with a kid, and a psycotic ex. Ironically enough, it wasn't until this, that I realized the true power I possessed. I swear, this guy had ALOT of Aries in his zodiac, because he wasn't as smart as most scorpios I've known. albeit, he did get her back...so maybe it was me who wasn't smart enough...but he seemed to want to just over-power me, and scare me away, as opposed to being calculated like I was. at the peak of this melo-dramatic, and emotionally exhausting rollercoaster ride, I find out she's pregnant. I had JUST started my new job, so it definetly didn't start off the way I had hoped it would. 4 months later, she'd tell me that she had a miscariage, and that she was locked up in custody battles with her ex, and she was living in a battered womens shelter in San Diego. One night...just like every other night, she said I love you and Goodnight. The next day, I couldn't get in contact with her. days turned to weeks, weeks to months, and months to years. It's been almost 2 years since I've seen her, and I never understood what drove her to michael. Was her deep scorpio love so powerful, that she'd leave me without a trace for my own good? Or was I just a pawn in some sick emotional game that I didn't even sign up for...My fellow scorpios, hopefully my answer will be in you.
 Sunday, April 17, 2005 at 17:27 |
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